Two Roads Diverged In A Wood

I'm leaving this journal entry public for a reason. That reason is that maybe by some chance the person who this is directed to will stumble across it while looking for his next scheme.

There are many things in life that are annoying to me, and oddly enough I tolerate them mostly because it is beyond my control and I've accepted that. Then there are things that are unforgivable. One of them is insulting my family. If you value friendship, or the word “family” even an iota, DON'T cross me on this.

Someone tonight who lives in VA called my home after a six year absence. Life is great without him being in it. As far as I'm concerned he can go back under his sacred rock and die. This man has been removed from my family along with his abominable wife. I’m leaving the kids out of it all because I believe that they’re innocent in this matter, seeing that it happened when they were really young.

My ex-uncle Butch called my household tonight; sadly I wasn’t home to see the verbal display of affection. I have heard that it was quite the display and one for the record books. Again, I’m sure that many telemarketers were silently thanking God that my Dad didn’t take it out on them. A lot of crap was said, and I have been offended beyond repair. Does this make me mad? You bet your ass it does!

Not many things can piss me off to a degree that I actually swear unless I’m joking around, and many can note the difference in my tone. This is a man who thinks that he can play God himself, or drill sergeant from hell. The last time I’ve seen him was when I was 20. At this time I wasn’t really able to fully express myself. This time…I’m older, wiser, and I’m a big girl and can handle myself when it comes to the uncle that once thought I was so sweet. Sorry to say I’m not that innocent.

For someone who has been told once to not call this family, calling again for no real reason, but wanted to talk to my Mom. It’s not going to happen. Blood is thicker than water, but once you’ve been taken out of the equation, you cannot be reinstated.

Butch, I will never call you David as you wish because I have no respect for someone who has no respect for me or my family, has decided that my family is white trailer trash. As I look around me I see a roof, nice things, and love. Love a word that he knows NOTHING about is something that he will never have. He went behind my family’s back and decided to have an estate sale of my grandparents belongings. I’m sure that he squandered the money in something frivolous like a boat in Arizona. For him to call my family hicks…Now at least my Mom has raised both of her girls to have respect for their parents. Unlike someone that I know of. His wife, Brooke who I have NEVER called Aunt because she is a bitch, came down here when my grandfather had a heart attack and wore skirts that were so short that she flashed everyone in the waiting room a look at her turquoise panties. At least she was wearing them for heaven sakes. But hicks? I know some hicks and sorry honey I ain’t one yet. I’ve graduated high school, and I currently carry a 3.5 gpa, been on the Dean’s and Presidents Lists….tell me I’m a hick to my face.

I’ve already told my parents that if the ass calls here and I answer it… I’m going off on him. I’m over him, and I will not tolerate the defamation of my family’s character, nor will I tolerate my Dad being threatened by a man that just needs to grow the fuck up! His seemingly royal bullshit will not be tolerated here and if he dare shows his face on this property, I will be forced to call the cops and tell them that a large piece of excrement is in my yard, please bring a tow truck and officer to remove it.

Thank you and good night….

No love from your darling niece,

Nichole

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIN aka swishnflick!

Your 2005 Song Is

Since You've Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson "But since you've been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so moving on" In 2005, you moved on.

That was just perfect! HAHA! Actual post later.

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.


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It's actually my fave key to sing in.

Happy birthday to dragon_within!

Hope that you have a great day chica!

Happy birthday!

And your card will probably arrive on Monday....even though I only live about four hours north of you. HAHA

After the seemingly endless week from hell, I think things are getting a bit better.

I've not heard from any of the places I've applied for. So much for help wanted right? But I am applying for a school position. Teaching Assistant.I think I would laugh if I actually got that.

I still have the kittens, but I'll be calling around all over the place come Tuesday morning. Then I'll be job hunting once again, as I try not to go work for Mickey D's.

I'll be 25 in about 11 days. Still hoping to have a job by then. And I'm also hoping to get back on some kind of diet again. I have a goal in mind and I've come to realize, that I'll never be stick thin. I do however want to be a size 14/16, from there I'll see how I feel. All I know is it has to be done by 2008 HAHA!!

This post has turned into a ramble....I'm ending it.

EDIT: My paid account ran out.

It's exactly one month until I turn 25. It's a scary thought, 25.

So I'm currently watching The Phantom of the Opera, and of course I'm falling in love with the musical all over again. Granted NOTHING beats seeing the musical live. Ok just heard the singing voice for the phantom, he will grate on my nerves. Perhaps I'm spoiled by Michael Crawford? Christine's singing voice, while it's pretty...the scooping or sliding up I'm starting to find annoying. It's almost like she's not a soprano, but instead a mezzo finding a way to hit said notes. I guess one could say that Sarah Brightman has spoiled me.

Ooooo.....The Phantom of the Opera song is on....GOD the memories. Oh god make the man who is playing the phantom shut up. I doubt that this person is even a singer.

I'm sure that I'll have more to say on this as it goes on.

*cringes as phantom sings more*

EDIT 1: Music of the night....I LOVE this song, but I'm not sure about this guy singing. I hear more speaking in rythym than actual singing from him on this song. Wow one nice note. His phrasing is not there. He's not channeling the phantom in the music. Honestly, (channeling Simon Cowell) it's an amatureish karaoke version coming out of him. I've heard an eighth grader sing this better, and I've heard an eighth grader butcher it too.

I called Daytona Beach Community College today. They're sending me some information on the PTA program they have. Oddly enough I've also been looking into photography.

So I should get my information within a month...or so. HAHA

Better update later.